I sit alone, though people surround me,
Watching superficial people imitating one
Another, disguising what they really are.
These people are the illusion of perfection.
Outsiders deprived of esteem, are forced to
Wear masks. These masks create the perception
Of perfection.
Reality, where sorrow and suffering is invincible.
It is a place where fears feed on Insecurity.
The insecurity caused by the taunting of those superior.
Those who are superior are oblivious to reality.
Inside they are empty, unable to look themselves in the eye.
Perfection is the distortion created by those who cannot escape
The bitter taste of deceit that comforts their shallow minds.
I long to be different to escape from their blind confusion.
I'm losing myself in their hate
Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @ 4:26:00 PM
quite a interesting day...Starting of the day was so sianz... Get back a super boring subj paper, history, and i actually manage to pass, wat a miracle. Than it was home ec, and the DNT cher nvr come, the home ec cher come in and let us watch a super boring show tt i watch almost 10 times, brother bear... And i fall aslp 2 times in the show, lucky she dont mind, or else i hav to stand and watch the show...
After the recess was quite interersting, BUT THE HALL WAS LYK AN OVEN!!! The sch actually invited a chinese opera group to our sch and giv us a demostration on wat chinese opera is about. At least it is much more interesting then the boring normal lessons... But i cant concentrate on the opera cause the hall was LYK AN OVEN... Everyone was sweating lyk hell... The ppl from the opera invited some of the audience up to the hall to learn some sword dance step or something, it was so funny watching the upper sec play with the sword while learning... After the demo, the 2 ppl from the opera perform a shorter version of 'Madam White Snake'(bai she zhuan). It was nice, but a 'suaku' sitting beside me giv so many bloody, unpleasent, irritating comments about the opera when he know absolutely nth about opera... Everything was nice except for the hot oven and the 'suaku'...
It was a talk about F&B after the opera performance, tt is when i rlly cant stand the heat and i went to slp... Haha... Paid no attention to the talk even though i want to be a chef when i grow up... Given my results, a chef is a job which suits me best :)
GEOG nxt, and i got back my paper and i actually scored A2 for it... Wahaha... soooo happy that i passed all my exams...
Went to cwp nxt, bought alot of food at the pasar malarm... And when we sit at the fountain at B1, we write testimonials for my classmates, and there is a wierd old man keep staring at me... So irritating and rude... Cant stand him!!! Went home around 3...
Haha i always end my post with go bath liao byebye!!!