I sit alone, though people surround me,
Watching superficial people imitating one
Another, disguising what they really are.
These people are the illusion of perfection.
Outsiders deprived of esteem, are forced to
Wear masks. These masks create the perception
Of perfection.
Reality, where sorrow and suffering is invincible.
It is a place where fears feed on Insecurity.
The insecurity caused by the taunting of those superior.
Those who are superior are oblivious to reality.
Inside they are empty, unable to look themselves in the eye.
Perfection is the distortion created by those who cannot escape
The bitter taste of deceit that comforts their shallow minds.
I long to be different to escape from their blind confusion.
I'm losing myself in their hate
Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 7:26:00 PM
Aunty Day...(SUN 5/11/06)YAWN... Ytd slept so late, but i hav to wake up at 11+... To go to a supermarket in Marsiling, with abt 6 or 5 ppl... To buy stuff for the class BBQ, it was lyk so damn heavy tt 6 ppl hav to carry stuff for 40 ppl... It cost abt $100+. After tt carry the stuff to Faten's hse which is in Woodlands... We took 913 to Admiralty Mrt Stn and walked to her hse. We discussed abt wat we are going to do at the BBQ and i was FORCED to sponser batteries and drinks... Its not the price tt i care, its the WEIGHT... 4 1.5L drinks and 24 D size batteries... I'm not superman LOL... After tt went home...
Hw am i going to carry the stuff by MYSELF tml???
Hand aching :(