I sit alone, though people surround me,
Watching superficial people imitating one
Another, disguising what they really are.
These people are the illusion of perfection.
Outsiders deprived of esteem, are forced to
Wear masks. These masks create the perception
Of perfection.
Reality, where sorrow and suffering is invincible.
It is a place where fears feed on Insecurity.
The insecurity caused by the taunting of those superior.
Those who are superior are oblivious to reality.
Inside they are empty, unable to look themselves in the eye.
Perfection is the distortion created by those who cannot escape
The bitter taste of deceit that comforts their shallow minds.
I long to be different to escape from their blind confusion.
I'm losing myself in their hate
Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 7:38:00 PM
BBQ...(MON 6/11/06)Yeah... The day finally come... Went bac to sch todae to c the result at 12pm+... Went to 3E4 and i dont feel sad at all, BUT i took POA which make me so angry!!! Few marks away to A maths :( Oh well... Forget it, thinking of appealing but nt free on tues so maybe wed den go... Went to buy Mac Spicy and rush home after tt. Cause i was running late for the BBQ. Faster ate my Mac Spicy and bath and took taxi to Woodlands Mrt Stn and wait for the 3 ladies to APPEAR and took taxi again to East Coast Park... It cost $20+ but its still ok since we share the fare... After tt went to the BBQ pit and we start PARTYING!!! We ride bikes, BBQ the food, plae games and do alot of stuff as a class :) Went home at around 9pm+ with the same 3 ladies... Took taxi to Redhill den chg into another taxi and went to Woodlands InterChg. Took a bus nxt and reached home around 10pm+
I'M GONNA MISS ALL OF U FROM 2E2 :D
So tired... Went to bed without bathing xD