I sit alone, though people surround me,
Watching superficial people imitating one
Another, disguising what they really are.
These people are the illusion of perfection.

Outsiders deprived of esteem, are forced to
Wear masks. These masks create the perception
Of perfection.

Reality, where sorrow and suffering is invincible.
It is a place where fears feed on Insecurity.
The insecurity caused by the taunting of those superior.
Those who are superior are oblivious to reality.
Inside they are empty, unable to look themselves in the eye.

Perfection is the distortion created by those who cannot escape
The bitter taste of deceit that comforts their shallow minds.
I long to be different to escape from their blind confusion.
I'm losing myself in their hate

Changi Chalet Day 2


Friday, wake up at about 10am and brush my teeth and went to the restaurant again and have our breakfast. Than went back and was v sian so we play cards again and tt LYNN(BANKER) WON SO MUCH $$ ): Than after the rain has stopped we went to play bowling and had so much fun, especially me and Lynn, cause we are competing. She go anyhow throw the bowling ball for me when it was my turn =.=" Den i also do the same =p Den in the end i lost. Than we bought some snacks and realised we had no more $$ to pay for the bowling game. Lynn and her cousin, Andrew(i will explain who tis **** is later) use all their $$ to pay... The way back to the chalet was damn fuking. On the way back, Lynn told Andrew tt we both pocket 'kong kong liao.' Than the fuking Andrew rply her onli ur pocket 'kong.' WTF, feel lyk one kick and send him flying to Indonesia... Went back and laze around. Hav our dinner and play cards again... I was cursing Lynn LOLs. Than in the end i did nt sleep peacefully =.="

YAWN... Tml another nt so peacful day...