I sit alone, though people surround me,
Watching superficial people imitating one
Another, disguising what they really are.
These people are the illusion of perfection.
Outsiders deprived of esteem, are forced to
Wear masks. These masks create the perception
Of perfection.
Reality, where sorrow and suffering is invincible.
It is a place where fears feed on Insecurity.
The insecurity caused by the taunting of those superior.
Those who are superior are oblivious to reality.
Inside they are empty, unable to look themselves in the eye.
Perfection is the distortion created by those who cannot escape
The bitter taste of deceit that comforts their shallow minds.
I long to be different to escape from their blind confusion.
I'm losing myself in their hate
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 @ 10:43:00 PM
HAIS~ No more "holidays" liao. Tml starting sch again. Sian lah.
Today is SO fun! Went to Vivo City with Lynn and Chick. The bus ride was damn fucking angry. Stupid indian man and his Son snatch my place. FUCK MAN ! Dont wish to talk about it. We meet Jerron and KK at Vivo City and shop shop, walk walk around den go eat. At the Food Court there is damn diu lian man. Onli i wanted to eat and everyone was looking at me eat =.=" When we going, Chick excuse me 4 times to 2 bloody aunties and the 2 aunties still sit there dun let her pass. They pretend not to hear her, in the end, she got fed up and shouted at them. LOLs. Den they let her pass and so many ppl were looking at us xD
Den went to Orchard shop shop, walk walk also. We took neoprints and its so funny lah. We all went to one machine and 2 of the shots were ment for Chick and KK. Den we keep on ask them hug hug/kiss kiss when we 3 are looking at them. HAHA :x Den about 5.30p.m Jerron and KK nid to go to other places. So we went to find Lynn's fren, Szekai and Zhicay at bugis. Stay there play arcade and eat den took bus back to Woodlands. Stay at Woodlands for a short while and Lynn's parents called her. So we went to Civic Centre and wait for her Dad to drive us home =)
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Sunday 18/02
Went to Mother's side de relative's house bai nian. Wow, BIG shou huo xD. Den went to Lynn house to bai nian around 8p.m. Gamble with her cousin and lost the money to him. CB. Went home around 11p.m. The stupid asshole taxi uncle cheat Chick and my $$. WTF ! Nxt time treat him eat banana =)
SIAN AH~ See so many ASSHOLE charcoal todae !
BYE~