I sit alone, though people surround me,
Watching superficial people imitating one
Another, disguising what they really are.
These people are the illusion of perfection.
Outsiders deprived of esteem, are forced to
Wear masks. These masks create the perception
Of perfection.
Reality, where sorrow and suffering is invincible.
It is a place where fears feed on Insecurity.
The insecurity caused by the taunting of those superior.
Those who are superior are oblivious to reality.
Inside they are empty, unable to look themselves in the eye.
Perfection is the distortion created by those who cannot escape
The bitter taste of deceit that comforts their shallow minds.
I long to be different to escape from their blind confusion.
I'm losing myself in their hate
Saturday, November 10, 2007 @ 11:34:00 PM
yoyo. wake up early in the morning =D went to dye n highlite my hair with sean at 11.30 and it took so long ~.~ finally around 1+ its done ^^ the result was fantastic! and im loving it ;D quickly eat and took mrt to orchard as chick and lynn was waiting there. went to starbucks at wisma but was full. went to mos at taka nxt n drink sth. walk around and was tired n hungry agn =x so we went to a restaurant which i shall not mention the name cos we totally disgrace ourself there. went in with face n ran out with no face. there is nothing we lyk to eat there so we leave without ordering anything. and CHICK ran the FASTEST XD nxt, we contd to find a place to rest. we were smarter so we look at the menu first n decieded nt to go in. same thing happened for the nxt restaurant =P
finally we went to swensens at a hotel and haf our meal. after eating, we walk to the heeren and walk around but sean keep on complaining tt he want to puke... went to orchard cineleisure nxt. and u can find all types of ppl there at night. walk to the mrt station nxt. n WOW! we found 1 "chiobu" zi pai-ing in the mrt :D we keep on disiao her as her face will make me put back wat i haf eaten at swensens. lynn did sth rlly stupid at woodlands stn. she was holding the phone and yet she ran back in the mrt cos she tot she left her phone in the mrt -_- we treat woodlands stn as our house while waiting for lynn cos we lie on the chair lyk nobody was there =)
went to cwp to buy sth and went home :D
tolerating the
cold n heat you gave me.
but who cares. im used to it anyway.