I sit alone, though people surround me,
Watching superficial people imitating one
Another, disguising what they really are.
These people are the illusion of perfection.

Outsiders deprived of esteem, are forced to
Wear masks. These masks create the perception
Of perfection.

Reality, where sorrow and suffering is invincible.
It is a place where fears feed on Insecurity.
The insecurity caused by the taunting of those superior.
Those who are superior are oblivious to reality.
Inside they are empty, unable to look themselves in the eye.

Perfection is the distortion created by those who cannot escape
The bitter taste of deceit that comforts their shallow minds.
I long to be different to escape from their blind confusion.
I'm losing myself in their hate

omg. wat a freaking day. i also duno why freaking... long time no blog liao. too lazy... wk 5 this week i think. maths common test tml, no mood to study. hais.

AND HOR wth lorh. the freaking chi class SUX to the core man... the chi tcher can go thru the chi test paper 2 part 1 zhong he tian kong 10 qns nia, can go thru for 3 LONG PERIODS, which is lyk around 2 hrs? den todae also 3 period. spent the 3 whole fcking periods to go thru 2 letter writting n 4 compo qns. so SLOW. somemore those simple simple skills like how to end or start a letter, lower sec already learn liao, still go thru so long. i was dozing off and she threaten me that if i slp one more time she will chase me out of the class~ wtf. u go thru so slow still wan blame me, its lyk so BORING ! somemore ur hwk, files n ws all got hand in not enuff arh? exams all got pass for you not enuff arh? asshole; i think ngoh also better than you ! at least not as slow as you. i dont wan listen my prob larhs. i also nvr talk to other ppl, and disturb the class.
what a freaking UNREASONABLE tcher~
my chi lessons were all so nice n peaceful until u become my chi tcher ! wtf, wonder how ur husband tolerates you ?! dont come find trouble for me when im lyk so not disturbing ur lessons !
no wonder todae is such a freaking day~ cos YOU totally freaks my day out !

ok finish complaining liaos. and i seriously need to stop spending money n start saving money ._.