I sit alone, though people surround me,
Watching superficial people imitating one
Another, disguising what they really are.
These people are the illusion of perfection.

Outsiders deprived of esteem, are forced to
Wear masks. These masks create the perception
Of perfection.

Reality, where sorrow and suffering is invincible.
It is a place where fears feed on Insecurity.
The insecurity caused by the taunting of those superior.
Those who are superior are oblivious to reality.
Inside they are empty, unable to look themselves in the eye.

Perfection is the distortion created by those who cannot escape
The bitter taste of deceit that comforts their shallow minds.
I long to be different to escape from their blind confusion.
I'm losing myself in their hate

omg, my blog look so dead. hahas but whatever. collected back our report books ytd & i failed 4 subjects... ONE of them is English, and its all because of my summary. shit that dzarina, she passed my summary last time n i use exactly the same skills but raj failed me. zzz and this is the first time i failed English for my 4 years in this sch. argh.. forget it. how can i blame her? she doesnt even know the format for the report qns she set herself... OH whatever~!

today i had my last chi lesson for my entire life~ woohoo :DD but i did not treasure it :p was dozing off half the time... cos the air con too comfortable already... but whatever, im like so not going to miss it anyway.
after sch;
i wanted to change my phone at first, but as i look at the model of the phone and with chick & sean there giving negative comments about the phone, i decided not to chg. zzz nvm bah, wait for nicer one -.-
&
beware of a SUPER cute aunty with a stylish center parting hair and wears a pair of fake contact lens at cwp ((:

yeah, feel so contented of this long post zzz
BYE~